Absolut David

Just like Ryan said, Wed is the hardest day in all week.
After 2 days OT, I feel a little bit numb.
Full time job is not like what is looks so amazing.
Seems things like opening water spigot goes on and on.
I am not complain my job or the stupid things I have to do.
just feel so disappointed on me, doing an unlike job every week
even sometimes feels loving it.
pathetic me.

HANG ZHOU TRIP
hope this can do some really help to my tension life in Shanghai

SB came in office this afternoon, which we have already known several days earlier
My desk was all day messed up, full of many kinds of garment.
Telephone rang every single minute, I worked like an operator.
And when I take back a copy artwork from printer, suddenly...
the nightmare shower up, simple hi then FALL INTO DARKNESS.
I almost forgot how I spent the whole afternoon to night 7:00 pm.
what I can still remember is just the devil asked me to adjust the air conditioner
then next word is bye bye.

things is not so bad like I thought and worried before
however who knows what will happen tomorrow.
what I can do now is to pretend that I am perfect and flawless
3 days left, a mission impossible real show opened...

It's already the "tomorrow"
And I thought I am ready for the downpour and the storm
If the darkness will not fade out, my little wish is just:

I want to be busy to die rather than SB boss me around!

long time no blog
actually it's been a really tough times I have never been through
seems that the gossip that said 12 years a circle is true...
I didn's believe it before but now I doubt.
firstly should my job really meet some kind of troubles.
Although it is not completely my mistake, I am the one who should take the responsibility.
in chinese culture, this is called scapegoat.
Alright, all my fault all my pay, and then, known some little story in the end
and totally first time I feel myself as a idiot, completely
Don't know whether it still have times to make it up again or not, maybe I should learn how to live under a mask.
And till now I still do not know how to face the people who you used to believe so much.
Did I trust people so easily or everyone truely is indeed reliable but sometimes people just want to protect themselves.
I been seeking for the answer these days but seems failed.
Secondly are some sort of boring things like I looks like that avoid everything from my life
refuse to talk, to listen, to feel. just a robot follow everyday schedule or programm
and couple of days ago, suddenly I realize that I need to get out of this stupid city.
just like every women in this world, I have my feelings period.
So I hung out with my friend and plan a rest short travel to Hang Zhou.
Darkness is coming tomorrow, I don't know if I can handle this well however the fact is there
this time I think I have nowhere to run to hide, face it and grow up
What else I should think? better to sleep right now.
Too many thing to talk, next time, when the right mood right day, I wil talk more...

Hope you guys feels better in life than me

每经历过一些事情，都会明白一些道理，

认清楚一些人。

能忍的都忍，别再给我背后来一刀就行。
我的承受力有限。